Portrait of Selfishness

I tossed and turned all last night. I am not one to vent on here, but considering it is my day and in light of Becky's recent post, I am going to VENT. I am going to talk about people who are oblivious to the negative consequences of their actions towards their friends. These types of people fail to be considerate of others due to their thoughtlessness. Although, I'm sure it was not willful or premeditated, it's a culmination of lack of foresight, will, and selflessness. However, I am sure it was not the first time nor the last time these shortcomings have materialized.

I will refrain from using real names, as most of you will recognize this "person" or identify with this person. He/She could be a sister, brother, cousin, friend, co-worker, a loved one or even you, the reader. The example is of a friend who was reminded weeks prior and who agreed to celebrate a certain special event tonight. However at moments notice, with circumstances out of his/her control, he/she could not attend. Nonetheless, with some forethought, this could have been remedied. Was it accidental? coincidental? purposeful? Who really knows.. but with the constant prodding weeks prior, it was easily avoidable by simply "better planning". This planning does take initiative. This initiative stem from RESPECT. In the end, it is as simple as lack of respect.

I was very hurt last night by my friend's lack of respect and caring. I couldn't sleep a wink. Am I being melodramatic? No, I don't think so. I've gone out of my way to remain friends. I have offered time and time again my friendship in which he/she took readily, but have not reciprocated. I lost respect. I have a small circle of friends. But these friends are people I can count on. We're conscious of our actions and reciprocate favors and good doings. (Mutual) Random acts of kindness builds great friendships. I don't know if I necessarily want to reach out to this person and be friends anymore. Friends don't leave you high and dry...